Been A While!

So I'm home. I miss London life. I'm not constantly depressed, but it definitely comes and goes in spurts.
Life in general is getting me down a little right now. I wouldn't take back going to London for anything, but it has definitely left me in a financial bind. Basically I am very poor and in debt. I am having a hard time finding a job. And I need to buy a car because mine stopped working while I was in London.
Boy money stinks sometimes!
I'm in Long Beach right now. I officially move back to San Diego June 1st, unless I get a job sooner, then I'll move before then. I was working for 2 weeks at my old job and sleeping on couches during that time.
Oh yes, and I'm stressed about school. I have 49 more units. So either I can stress and go hardcore for 1.5 years. Or I can do a more do-able 12 units each semester and go for 2 more years. 5 Years to graduate really isn't that bad, but I'm pretty ready to be done with school.

So I guess that's probably why I haven't written in a while, because everything is just kind of depressing and thinking about it is stressing me out even more :( i've been praying alot about things. I don't want to be rich, but I could really use a job that will at least help me keep my head above water and help me to slowly climb out of debt! And I need to decide how long I want to take to graduate...

No car?

Ok, not having a car or way to get around really stinks!

Hey, I'm home :)

So I've been back in California for about 4 days now. I haven't done too much except relax, unpack, and start with scrap booking.
It's good to be home so far. Although I am still sad that I'm not in London anymore, and I miss the friends I've left already.
But the weather is absolutely beautiful, and I'm starting to adjust.
I still haven't quite managed to get used to the time difference. I keep waking up between about 5 and 7 am and getting really tired around 5 or 6 at night. But I'm sure I'll get there soon.
I go back to San Diego Sunday to start working! Oh and I'm going to visit Emma at UCLA all day Saturday.
So I managed to get a little bit of a break, but not too long of one. It's weird to think that it's already my "summer break" when most people have at least 3 more weeks of school!